Life

Such a long time since I last updated my blog…

i am writing this blog to remember my close frenz…she is gone…

Gone forever…I am so sad to say that…my close frenz Mandy,a nurse met an accident on the 8th Nov 4am. &…the last time i met her was 8th Nov 3am…i was still drinking at the pub where she was working part-time…life is so unpredictable…a frenz can be gone forever over a night…I just came back frm her furneral…watched her being released…everyone of us cried,including myself…she was still young,full of dreamz & pursuing her degree,being a P-T model as well…how come good people always die 1st?is this fair to them? I really dun understand…anyway,she is already gone,its pointless to say all this…just to use this example to remind ourselves that to care & appreciate the frenzs & loved ones around u before u dun even have a chance to say out the words frm yur heart…Pls cherish everything u have now or lose everything in the end…

It has been so long since I update my blog. Recently quite busy & tired loh, my workplace tat time no pc mah, so cant do anything, then after work i went out every night. Thats why for the past 8 days, I did not touch-up on my blog.
    Basically, its about the same thing I am doing during my weekdays. Work, eat, play & slp… Life is getting more & more boring liao. I think its time for me to find a gal gal le. For this might make my life more colourful. Its easy to say but so hard to do it. Where am I to find a gf in such a short period of time leh. I shall take my time bah…Anyway, no one likes me.
    On friday, it was one of my best frenz birthday. At first, we met up together wif my gang of frenz at katong cos we wanted to eat at the japanese resturant at katong village. Food there still acceptable. After our makan session at abt 9.10pm, we slack a while at a 7-11 nearby. My frenz, Eugene bought each of us a can of beer & make us drink using a straw. Damn full sia as we had just finished our meal. After that, we took a cab to Prince Howard Road for a KTV session which started at 10pm. After a while, the other 3 of our frenz, kelvin,dephne & jason came & join us. Well, we have a wonder full time there. When the clock strike 12am, we played the happy birthday song from the system to our birthday boy. Then, we present our present which is a watch to him.
    At 2am, our KTV session ended. Deph,Kelvin & Jason left accordingly as some of them need to work on Sat. But, we have not done with the night yet. We took a cab again down to Geylang to eat  at the YOU TIAN DA WANG there. Bad thing come by, dun know wat happen, I suddenly kana gastric pain after the YOU TIAO. Maybe too YOU liao,lolx…but i tolerate a bit loh…
    After that, we rent a family room a hotel 81. Its 2 room combined together as a room so its quite enuf for 8 persons. Then we have a WWF in the room loh…haha,lucky becos i got gastric, so i nv kana sandwichesed but the big sized ppl like eugene, mark & Ah Cun. We all the way stay up till 5.30am, then we got to slp loh.
    Next morning. i woke up at 9.30pm cos i need to get hm,have a quick bath then rush down to Nat’s place to help his family to shift hse loh. When i reached there, saw elmd & vin standing at downstairs of the hse. So we watch the movers to load the things up the lorry to the new hse.
    When we reached the new hse, we started cleaning up the hse be4 the movers arrived wif the furniture & the stuffs. Wow…the view there was nice, its a seaview & its high enough to see a lot of building since we are at level 21. At abt 1 plus, Ting & min arrived to help. So we move & unpacked all the way till abt 5pm. All of us were tired. Then Nat’s mother treat us to an indoesian rest. for dinner. Food was nice & after that, we went back seperately & accordingly. Min,Ting & Vin went to ECP. Josh & me went to Katong as Josh got direct bus frm there where as for me, i went gaming wif my frenz again.
    As for Sunday, I nv really do much thing. I just slack at hm all the way till 7pm, then went out for a short gaming & then, went to watch soccer at a kopitiam.
    Wah…so long sia, I nv write so long before de, too loksoh liao, k lah, i shall stop here…T kcare all my frenz…

For the past few weeks, I have been going to Devils on the Friday or Saturday. Yesterday was a friday, so I went again with wp & his gang like jackson,etc… At first,we decided to went to momo to see the bar-top dancing competition. In the end, I think there wasnt a match yesterday, so after their drink, they setting off to Devils. While for me, I saw my other groups of frenz at the momo live band. I went to their table and drink loh. Wah seh, their mix was damn strong loh, I drank 4 glasses of it & high liao. lolx… Before go devils already high liao, this is so funny…
    At abt 12am, we reached devils and start our drinking session as beforehand, they had order 3 barrel of beers. I didnt drink much at first since im already high liao, so went to the dance floor to release my highness 1st. When i went back 20-30mins later, they nearly finish the beer loh…lol,that is so fast… so after that,they ordered another 2 barrels again & continued their 5-10 again.
    At about 4am, most of them cannot make it liao, kelvin,his gf & 2 more frenz of his gf ko sia. I gotta help one of them to the car too. In the end,all puke at carpark…except me,the most sober one. Then at abot 5am, I saw wp came out finally, so ask him to drop one of the gal,Char, out of the carpark to get a cab.  Though need to  send her hm but in the end,she quite ok le so need not send her back loh. After that wp send me & his frenz back home.
    When i reach hm, it was 6am in the morning. still a bit seh seh, so just chg & went to slp liao. When I woke up, it was already 1 in the afternoon liao, took my lunch cooked by my mum then slacked all the way till now loh.

Today someone watching movie with one of our gang’s member but too bad that i cant join in the fun as they are having a gals talk session so not very convinence to join loh.
   

Its 1st of March, time flies,has been ORDed for neaarly 1 mth. What have I done during this 1 mth leh??? Maybe some stupid things & stupid thinking. Well, I have strighten my thinking liao, wat I need to do now is to earn $$. Dun really wish to interfere about "other things" liao.

For the past few days, I was really really tired. But lucky is physically tired loh, cos I dun like being mentally tired. Work, work, work….Tats all i really wanna to do now. Somehow, Its really a good training for me on my current job. Although it is tiring, it helps me to refresh some of the comon knowledge that I had studied & at the same time, can train up my muscles & energy too cos I was sweating from moring till I knock off.

Some how, I know someone was unhappy & upset again. I know I couldnt do much as I dun really know how should I console her on her problem. I dun know wat is the story behind her, so i dun wish to speak much. I know she need people to accompany her but definately that person wouldnt be me loh. If i wanna ask her out for a movie or wat, i think she might not give face too so dared not ask again. Wondering wat can i do to make her feel better leh, its so upset to see her unhappy but only can stand aside & do nothing abt it. Sometimes, I ask myself, am I so useless…Maybe bah…cos I really cant do anything to make her happy. With me around, she might feel unconfortable bah, so i try not to have so much contact with the "gang" bah. Even if i wanted to call her, i dun really know wat to say, Im afraid that i will ask some stupid question again so that the reason i dun wish to call her.

Sometimes, I think a distance from each other will be a better way bah. If i keep pestering her, it will just end up in a bad ending.

Ok lah, today stop here loh…so much feeling inside me but cant really express out. I just hope i have a better days onwards. Longing for the coming weekends. Maybe go chiong again bah, nowadays go quite frequently le, haha…Nites to all!!!

Someone is very unhappy yet icant help much but to stand aside & watch her suffer…May God bless her bah…

Night is dark, stars high up…Hope someone is healing her wounds by herself…i dare not ask wat happen, dun wish her to think of it, juz wan her to stay happy, as long she recovers, i’ll have no more worries & as happy as her…Lastly, I wish that she will pull herself back frm the love trap & back to normal soon…

Hey,All my frenz…Judge wat kinda character I have…

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Hmm…its a sunday again. The mood for me is that tmlo need to work again. Yestd went to Devils with cher,ting,fer,min,edm,vin,nat & wp. At first, they opened a bottle of vodka vanilla, i think it finished quite fast loh. After that, Nat opened another bottle, this time, it finished even more faster loh, I went up to dance a while and when i came back, the whole bottle was gone & i saw 2 lady lying on the table.haha…it was ting & cher loh, play 5-10 wif wp & kana thrashed.lolx

At about 4, we left from devils. Min,vin,fer & dem 1 cab loh. Then wp drive the rest back loh…haha, 1st time saw the teacher KO…Oops…After i reached home, take a shower & went to slp liao…cos i oso a bit seh le…nt enuff slp mah…This morning when i wake up was already 12 plus loh. Woke up liao then took my lunch loh. After that slack all the way until now le.

Later in the evening maybe went out to join my lan-gaming frenz again. Btw, Nat was playing DOTA too, maybe nxt time if there is a chance, we shall come out & play together bah. K lah, i will stop here liao. Tk carez …All my frenz..

    Another weekend again. Throughout the weekend, I nv do much think. Last Thursday, I have a gathering with them in a pub at Mt Faber before Nat leave for Australia. The view on the hill was extremely nice but too bad, I dun have any love ones to appreciate together. There was ting,cher min,fer,edm,nat & vin. We stayed till abot 12 plus loh, then started to went back seperately liao.

    Then on Friday, it was quite a tiring day for me loh. Woke up at 6, went to work in my blur & sleepy look. All the way work till 5pm loh. After that, went home relac a bit,take a bath then went out to meet my poly frenz for a gaming liao. After our gaming, its was already 1.20am le, we went to have some makan at a prata shop, then talk cock till 3am then went home.

    This morning woke up at 12pm sia…slp like a pig….actually is good for me oso lah…work & play make me think less which i think is better for me bah…Becos thinking of a person that you like is very tiring too…If i continued to do so, I’ll be dying of tiredness liao…hahaha

    Tonite, I thought going devils wif my sec frenz but wp might not be able to make it leh, so might have a problem of going in loh, i wonder how can this problem be solved since i dun know the devils’ son, gordon. If possible, i wonder can chg to some other activity or not beside devils. Else…Singapore is so small, I think I have went before 80% of the whole singapore liao,damn bored loh…

    Ok lah…I shall stop here liao, when i free then updated again bah…tk care to all & "someone"…

  Today is a very boring day for me…I woke up at 7.30am in the morning to go for my interview at loyang. It was so tired for me but I still manage to pull myself out of the bed. After that, I took a bus to MRT station to travel to pasir ris, then from there took a bus again to loyang. Lucky Jas was on her way to work as well, ask her wait for me at the stop to go in to her current working company for interview loh.

    At first, the one who interviewed me was the HR of the company. I think I have pass her interview bah. Next, finally was to meet the manager with his 2 assistants liao. Everything was fine except when he asked me abt my FYP, I started to gaabra as my presentation for my FYP is not so good after all. A bit embarrasse loh.
    After my interview, I went home straight. On the way, I bought my breadfast cum lunch loh, eat liao very tired, then go take a nap till 4 plus bah. Today, I think I rot ah home liao lah. Its so boring and very lazy to go out.
   
    Ok lah, I stopped here, really hope to have a chance to work wif u, Jasmine.

    Such a tiring day…Yesterday, I couldnt get to sleep. I also dunno y this happen. I slp at 1 am till 6 am but in between that, i woke up 3 times and after that still need to go to work. But lucky, today still not as many taxi that need to repair compared to last friday.. From my part-time job, i get to learn a lot of skill on repairing a taxi…Its not easy after all,especially the troubleshooting part..

Now is 1 am liao,again i still on my pc…just finished my lan-gaming wif my poly frenz.. I am now stoning & missing someone..how I wish my someone can be by my side and i got the lience to take care of her and love her… Well, my wish might nv come true but just hope that she will be happy forever…Even if the condition is that I must leave her, i willing to do it bah…

Tmlo is an interview for me, the company name is Photronic as CAD Planning Asst Engr… Really hope to get into the job and start my working life from this moment. Interview is at 9am, tat is so early..but no choice, i want the job..

This thurday will be meeting tingz,min,cher nat…etc they all  for a steamboat session before Nat flying off. I dun know I shld be happy or sad…but guess happy will be better…
Time to slp…Will be continued tmlo…